Why is it that until now I’ve been able to focus on my career, family, friends, and self? But as I sit here trying to focus on my last finals, I can’t stop thinking about MEN. Even when I’m at work, or long boarding from class to home, or at the coffee house, I just want HIM- and I don’t even know who he is yet. I look everywhere. I’ve never had a Serious relationship, nor been in love for that matter, and it hasn’t been a problem. YET.

I’m very picky, and I don’t waste my time on relationships that I know won’t go anywhere, or where I know that I’ll never be as into it as the other. I’m not a bitch, and I’m not going to use someone. I know what I like and what I want, and your time doesn’t deserve to be wasted. I just haven’t met him.

I used to not care, but now it’s all I think about. I’ve explored MANY areas thus far in my life, and I’m so ready to start that chapter.

For the first time in my life, I’ve become boy crazy, I am a walking time bomb. Maybe it’s because until now I wasn’t ready for love. But now I am. I’m so ready. WIth love comes pain and some would rather avoid it all together. But to me-

it’s so Worth it.

I love you.